I told her that I feel really depressed when I think about The Future
and I told her that I’ve been working these “manual labor” jobs that are Really Depressing and she said
"lots of my clients work these types of jobs, they have hobbies that make them happy"
and i just wantd to die when I heard this.
7:53 pm • 16 April 2014 • 5 notes
My therapist has a twitter
and I found it.
7:51 pm • 16 April 2014 • 5 notes
I’ve had ear barotrauma for the last two weeks but today is the first day since Sunday that I’ve been able to sit up and *no fever* I wrote like two pages for a paper that is due tomorrow I am so Excited about The Future
7:43 pm • 16 April 2014 • 1 note
There is no more I can lose. We have
reached the end of ending.
And so I simply stroke, and
stroke. And stroke your face.
—Marina Tsvetaeva, from “Poem of the End” (translated by Elaine Feinstein)
3:06 pm • 13 April 2014 • 188 notes
Self-portrait, Vivian Maier, June 1953
1:12 pm • 13 April 2014 • 9 notes
“I am afraid to stay here alone, I have nothing except my body
— it glistens in the dark, a star with crossed hands,
so that I am scared to look at myself. Earth,
do not abandon me.”
— Czesław Miłosz, ”The Song” (via cerasiferae)
5:31 pm • 12 April 2014 • 211 notes
I no longer remember you separately
as a face but a white emptiness
without true features. All – is a
whiteness. (My spirit is one
—Marina Tsvetaeva, from “Poem of the Mountain” (translated by Elaine Feinstein)
3:19 pm • 12 April 2014 • 183 notes
It’s my birthday. I’m sick. I have to write a paper. I feel like crying.
2:09 pm • 12 April 2014 • 11 notes
I’ve completed my nutritional analysis of all diets and my findings are that god is dead and your terror is real
1:26 pm • 12 April 2014 • 94 notes
"Anxiety is the organ by which the subject appropriates sorrow and assimilates it. Anxiety is the energy of the movement by which sorrow bores its way into one’s heart."
Text: Søren Kierkegaard, Either/Or … Image: John Cassavetes, A Woman Under the Influence
(Source: convenientfictions, via sinthematica)
1:25 pm • 12 April 2014 • 616 notes